2010

hi people,
so ............. one more year without him :(.But i think this year is sure going to bring a big change :). We r going to get hitched ! yeas we are and i am scared , happy , nervous , emotional and excited about this.
Well year starting was really bad for us .Something happened and i got all mad about it just couldn't take it. How can i? nobody can take something like that but i know this happened b,coz he was trying not to hurt me and ended up doing opposite:(. That night was like worst night of my life but, he was Thar with me i wanted to hug him nothing else.........
After that it took me long to feel normal and get back to still sometimes it bugs me but i am trying to get out of it . But i wanna tell him i just love him and whatever happens this feeling is never going to change :) never.........
After that we met and spent such a nice time with each other laughed cries smiles and everything.Every time i am with him i am on top of the world i just cant help the feeling .
i love you m (mwaaaaaaaaah)