MISSING HIS VOICE

my M is in dhaka. and its been three days i heard his voice. i am missing his voice wat to do ?
he was having a presentation today (big day )and as i knew he will do gr8 he did also. he was best thr .
he was suppose to be online at 8:30 which means 7 here but he was late and finally got in touch and felt alive i just cant live without him i feel like i am dead without him didnt heard his voice from 3 days and finally we talked and felt like my life is back again . i just love his voice.
i love u M

HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeh i am very happy last month we met 11th and 12th sep was the most beautiful days of my life. i was with him and just was so happy we met after almost 10 months we met last in Nov 2008 and after that now. we still behave like teenage lovers its 3 yrs of our relation now before 3 yrs this was the time i met him first time :). and i still thanks to my stars for meeting him. he is thr best thing ever happnd to me.
and yeh yesterday was my lil sis's b day and he came down i am so happy he made it. thr wr four people me , m , my frnd "h" and my sis "s" . its her 17th b day my god she was a lil kid and now she is 17 . life is just running. we had dinner at jahanuma palace and after that i had the wildest drive of my life ;). and the most beautiful also and today in the morning had to rush to sanchi M was having a workshop thr and after that we had a lil family time with all my family and thn he left at 6 i was like cried a bit(i always do whenever he goes cant handle) and was lying down for long thinking about each moment i spent with him and i just love everything around me whn i am with him. i always smile i just love life when i am with him but as soon as he leaves its like he has taken life away with him............ i think pyaar ka side effects.
i always thought whn we will meet often (which we started now) i will not miss him that much or wont go crazy but its like i miss him more now b coz i know how gr8 it feels when i am with him. I miss his presence and i miss my life when he is not with me. he is the most imp in my life and just dying to be with him forever.he just called me right now that his flight is landed and he is in Delhi now. just a few hrs before he was with me and now hundreds of miles away from me .
i think i shud just close this before i go toooooooooooo emotional.


love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu bebu
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ITS SO HARD TO SAY GOODBYE :(

today we were cahtting and after that the toughest part to say gud bye . I hate it i just hate saying that b coz i wana be with him and sleep in his arms hugging him close and he also wana do same but we cant right now and its killing . i hate this goodbye whoever created i knw we will be together again but at this point of time i am missing him like crazy and yeh i just hate to say gud night but i was trying to be the strong one telling him comon i am there only we will together tomorrow again wats the big deal . but inside me its like oh god i dont wana go either "To die and part is a less evil; but to part and live" this is so true.
well life going gud examz r near dont wana study but have to no i will study and yeh he is doing gr8 he is just achieving a lot(touchwood) and i am so so so so so happy for him and soon we r going to meet so its going to be wow obviously i am just waiting my examz get finished and i meet him go di love him so much .
I LOVE UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU