NEW YEAR 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR............
one more year we started our blog in 2006 actually he started it and i hijacked it . So one more year without him. But as the year start here i am to write wat i am actually feeling. Last year was not that a good year lot of problems, trouble(family) all together but i am hopeing that this year things will change . When i look back i have mixed feeling at some point of time i felt M was not with me ( he was thr but a feeling ) and at sometime i felt that no stupid he is always thr . Lots of ups and downs i mean looooooooooooots of but thn love wins thats wat i still feel and i want to believe. Today we were talking of resolution so i asked him wats his resolution he told me he will work harder and i told him he already works so hard and thn also .the real fact is that i always get insecure when he talks more work and all stuff .why? well b coz if he works more he will be less in touch and thats killing already we people r soooooooo far from each other and on top of that more work . But work is also important na . yeh so we were talkin about resolution and i felt so angry b coz somedays back he told me his resolution and i was so happy hearing that but now he has changed it. Wat is this ?How can he do this ? I hope he dont forget his real resolution . This is the most unhappening new year i did nothing just nothing was sitting and lost in his thought he is doing a party on the barbeque i gifted him on his b day. I am really happy that he is enjoying specially my gift u see i mean its usefull also. And yeh m's new interest is cooking yeh u read it right COOKING that is wow.
M i wana tell you that i looooooooooove u and wishing lot of love ,happiness,prosperity and luck to you on this new year.
Lots of love........... K

Absence from whom we love is worse than death

well today i felt i wana change the title of this blog it shud be only countdown.was having so much in my mind but now not getting words its so tough to put everything in words i guess the title explains a lot. he is doing wonders in his work i am really happy for him . sorry cant write more

WAITING .....................

january was the last when i wrote the blog more thn 4 months and things havnt change much i am still waiting to be in his car or to be with him . Seriously love can make u do anything just anything like waiting for hrs,like wanting to hear persons voice holding hands and dreams unlimited But its not that easy as u can see whr he was suppose to come and meet me in feb now its june and still waiting and everything else is ok yeh we r not talking that much which i am hateing i mean i miss his voice i miss him too much and he is too busy in his work . M got pramotion so now more busy i am happy for his pramotion but hateing him being so busy i am just missing my M . but dont knw waiting for lot of stuff lot of thm are they only dreams or they r going to be reality well i trust him more thn people think i do whn they read this its just that right now feelin lil low but I LOVE HIM love him so much and want to be with him . But waiting for the right time. hey baby if u read this just wana tell u that I LOVE U SO MUCH JUST TOO MUCH

i am back

hey people its really long time almost a year last blog ummmmmmmmm life have changed a lot a lot many things happened in between life just went up and down i mean so much cant tell u well our relation went more strong very strong some big shocks i got but love is the most powerfull feeling i ever felt it is so gr8 to feel that and yeh i am in new job which i am just enjoying so much and now i am in my pgs and exams r near.

m is soon coming to meet me i am very excited for that and he bought a new car soon i will be hitting roads with him. waiting for him