239:ITS OKKKKKKKK

He called me in the afternoon and told me that he is not getting reservation and he is planning to drive and come.But then he realised that it can be a big stupidity its long distance and then he has to go back. Then he called me in evening and asked me should he drive and come i said no need. And i know how much we both are missing each other but i its ok.
He said he is very lucky he found me b coz instead of getting angry or upset i was making him understanding that its ok one more week .I LOVE MY BABYYYYYY

240:MEMORIES

TODAY i went to bhopal reached there at 1 in afternoon met a frnd then doen some work at office there. After that i was free and me and my frnd 'a' was roaming and i am telling u it was like moving on the roads on which we two use to move, places,restuarant i was missing him like anything and my frnd 'a' was enjoying this .
i cant face bhopal without him my mind dont work cant help it .

242:LOVELY FAMILY

'M' is in his home town . His family is also there and i spended almost 3 hrs with his family i talked with his brother,frnd and even missed his frnd 'k'.He was so happy with his family that at that point of time i was just wishing that i could be the part of that gathering and laugh with them , talk with them, i dont have words i was so happy seeing him happy with his family. I was watching him and his family on cam.I am really happy. and let me tell he lost weight more happyyyyyyyyyy.
but on the other side whnever i see his family a thought comes in mind that what if his family dont accept me ? and i never want him to make a choice between his family and me i always pray that his family accepts me.

244:MISSING HIM

as the heading is expressing i am missing him too much .And going crazy. He is being too busy we are not getting time to even talk its being so long that i heard him laugh or we talking nicely. When ever he calls me i am like so happy cant tell.But after he keeps the phone he dont even how much i am crying i mean i am really going mad.From so many days its like he just calls me and we talk for some mins.I am not able to work b coz my mind always with him,thinking about him or wana think about him.
Except all this all my frnds are also going through many ups and downs so they all are also not happy so that also making me more depressed.
ITS NOW GETING TO TOUGH FOR ME. he is coming this week but thn also i dont know . i chated with his frnd for long time he is very good and after talking about "m" for so long now u can think how i am