still miss him ............

well its going to be a year of our marriage and he is gone out for a days work and i am missing him like hell and he is not ready to understand it. hehe...... i get irritated whn he dont say that he is also missing me. b coz i am missing him even if its for a day what can i do cant just help it it is that way donno why but it is i am not ike this for anyone or i have never been like this ever.but whn it comes to m things r diff its just too much i mean after year also do u expect to miss someone so much?but i do like i use to i still feel same thats a good thing. but sometimes it irritates him i guess.......
i know everyone need there own time personal time but problem is when he takes this off time kinda thing i donno what to do b coz i dont know what to do i am just use to him i am use to being with him talking to him chating with him i mean i donno what else i shud do b coz my heart also dont wana do anything else just wana be with him. that is what i have been doing since the time we met so lil tough. hope he understands and help.i love him too much i guess :)
muahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
km

different b day ................

yesterday was my b day and day started with my love m wishing me and hugging me (wat can be better thn that?. he came down for my bday even though he is having one of the busiest time in office. i knw that and i appreciate that i knw saying thanks is stupid but still "thanks baby" for all the efforts you take for me.yeh so about the day. we both got up late of close in the morning b coz night before we had dinner at our frnd l&m's place and we enjoyed a lot. so getting up late and lazing around, we also planned dinner in the evening but afternoon got a lil bad we went into a lil argument he felt clueless and i felt why cant he take it easy? on top of that whn i went for my dress found it a disaster and i was like almost started crying and at home he was thr waiting for me and i was getting late and i was like wat to do how to do????????/
but but but whn i came back home thr was my honey waiting for me with a smile and something in his hand he got a mp3 player which i always wanted and i jumped like a small kid and was showing it around to everyone and i was so so so so happy....... and thn we went out for dinner and it turned out to be the best dinner with my family again credit goes to my darling he is jst awsome jst awsome everybody laughed till they dropped and we came back near midnight it was jst wow and next day he also took my grandma out and we did a lil shopping.he is such a darling i love him muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuah

DIWALI ......DONT KNW I SHUD BE SAID OR HAPPY??????????

TOMORROW IS DIWALI I AM A HINDU AND ITS A BIG FESTIVAL FOR ME AND THIS YEAR I WAS SO HAPPY THAT I WUD BE CELEBRATING IT WITH M ALWAYS WANTED TO. IT WAS DIWALI TIME ONLY WHN WE FELL IN LOVE.IN 2006 21ST OCT DIWALI DAY HE TOLD ME NEXT YEAR WE WILL CELEBRATE IT TOGETHER BUT UNTILL LAST YEAR IT NEVER HAPPND SO I WAS SO HAPPY THIS YEAR THAT FINALLY WE WILL CELEBRATE IT TOGETHER BUT NO ITS NEVER EASY FOR US. SOME PROBLEM HAPPND AND HE CUDNT COME FOR DIWALI.I FELT BAD BUT I KNW HE IS ALSO HAVING A REASON FOR IT OTHERWISE HE WUD HAVE BEEN WITH ME. BUT STILL SOMETIMES I JST WANT EVERYTHING TO BE OK..............

SIX MONTHS ...............

its 6 month this month we got married and life is so diff with him absolutely diff. well in many ways lifestyle,food habits,everyday habits a lot but still something is same our love for each other even though we r together now most of the time except his travel time still we r like crazy for each other.yeh now i am known as his tail b coz in home i follow him everywhr while he go for his late night smoke or early morning newspaper reading,or his morning coffee.but i cant help it i just wana be with him all the time i think he feels same but i am too much.but finally one day he said wish i can pack u up and carry u with me everywhr and i was so happy. i am still in teenage love i donno whn i will grow up or i will never.
we r so diff in person and his best timepass is pulling my leg and making me almost cry and thn laugh on me.and mine is to pamper him all the time and bug him all the time calling him and asking him stupid question and useless conversation. he changed my life like anything i have taken almost 8 flights in last 4 months and my fav food is sea food now I LOVE PRAWNS its really yummy.and yeh abt my bad habit i get into argument too fast and on the other hand i hate thm but i donno how i get into thm or its normal with every hubby wify? dont knw?
he is in patna right now and i am missing him. i jst called him and found that poor thing got tired and slept off and i woke him up hehehe thats routine but cant resist hearing his voice.
now i think i shud jst pick my novel and get into it and miss his hug awwwwww god i am really missing him.
K

The honeymoon's still on...

Grinning like a very contented Cheshire cat, I look into my new bride's eyes...but but the eyes don't stay there...they go all over her.......sorry, will blog later!

just two more days .................

yeh two more days and i will be with m as his wife forever.i am very tired today so even though my mind mind is full of thoughts and memories which i wana share on the blog i cant just wana for sleep but waiting for m's call he is in agra started frm delhi to be here for wedding wow............
just wana say
love u m love u tons baby muuuuuuah

Life will be diff soon .............

its just 14 days and few more hrs when everything will change. Some days i still feel that i will get up in morning and call m and he will say hey i am driving down to vid today evening to meet u and i will say oh u know i saw a dream that we r getting married. still cant believe it god is this happening for real ?
Now i have started feeling butterflies in stomach slowly slowly realizing the whole marriage thing and how life change.On one hand i am feeling like i will leave my home and on other side i am happy that i am going to be with m. day before yesterday was my sangeet all people came but m cudnt come b coz he was busy with some work i missed him so badly and wanted him to be on my side all the time. soon he will always be on my side.
i wana write a lot but not getting words
love u bebu